Well looking at me...people would never have guess that I am the sort of girl who could imagine or conjure up a love scene or even love the idea of LOVE or just a hopeless romantic. Maybe ego aku tinggi or maybe I am super good in disguising my thoughts and feelings cos almost always people say i am unpredictable and do not know whether i got anything up my sleeve.....so most of the time aku pakai sleeveless so nothing to hide....hahahha.
LAME.
But honestly..I do!! I do!! I do!! I love the idea of being in Love. I love to imagine how Beau would look at me on our Nikah Day...how his eyes will shine when he see me wearing my beauutiful nikah dwess..how he say WOW! She's pretty and nothing else matters in his heart....how I plan to have every single step of mine towards the dias be accompanied by the soothing love music. Macammmmmmm Bollywood drama ni pompuan. But I Do! think of all that from time to time...actually almost every single time...in fact beau is calling now but Citt!! org ngah layan berangan...he has to wait...heeheee...
I've always imagine I want to be the pweeetiest bride of all!!.. who doesnt girl?? hurhur...I even rehearse my facial expression on how to cry on that day...I would want to see my reflection first rather than not knowing lepas tu aku melalak..mak mentelor nampak pon angkat kain lari dokk....
But it was fun imagining...I did that for my engagement though...aku pikir nyer pikir kuat-kuat and so far everything that I wanted was carried out smoothly.
Well it's difficult I would say for people to imagine aku ni Sesungguhnya Berjiwa Barbie.
Other than just knowing I love all shades of pink and everything..people sees me as sort of independent.strong.stubborn.firm. and a no nonsense attittude. Tapi tu sume action jerrr...dalam hati kita tetap ada taman laa.
sigh...sorry laaa apa yang aku merepek panjang lebar ni. Where was I? Ahhhh....back to the topic...now currently the family will be meeting up hopefully this weekend for the parents to say yes!ok! we agree to do this date! Tu jerrr....padahal knowing me and beau da In Shaa Allah confirm pon..but Papa say just for formality sake because its part of adat and its not nice to confirm everything without having the Groom's parents to finalize it.
Ok ok. I get it. So now beau and I we are doing a SEPARATE event instead of Combined. Memang la jadi perang sabil sekejap the other day. Cos both are confused on how to separate our combined account. Nak split into 2...Cannot cannot....cos Sometimes I put more and sometimes he put more or less vice versa. So naik angin la hari tu aku Bedah...kat starbucks orchard pulak tu...to make matters worst sebelah table makcik2 quarters duduk makan cake...Alaaamakkkk!!! irritating ah dorang nyer kecoh..no offence but at that time macam aku nak cakap..Cik gi joo chiat ah relax karaoke ke aper...mak cik noisy ah..tapi takot pulak kena cocok ngan pin tudung dorang yg terjuntai-juntai shape mcm mini samurai.
Well...finally we had conclude that it might be for the best cos sedare dia banyak...sedare aku pon banyak...kan nanti buat combine...takot jadi cerita twilight. Cullens Vs Volturi la pulak....Takkan my Edward nak lawan sedara dia kan...or mayb he would...hmmmm den sape jadi Jacob ehhh???
EH!!!! Apa aku merepek?!! Sorry..sorryyy...byk distraction ah!! Back to the topic..i saw first hand the amount of sedare he has that attended the recent cousin wedding...boy ohh boyy!! I seriously suggest they keep to their own territory.
Well it's better...cos my side ada siket nyer happening!! yg nak karaoke nanti karaoke lucky most of them are blessed with good voices..pinggan aku tak pecah...and their side I would say not really into the sound of music..I wouldnt be shock to see a bunch keromchong gang at the venue. Mine is the Rock Kapak gang and no matter wat....Wa Peace sama lu to me too!!
Finally, now beau are concentrating on how to book his venues and the list of guests. Oh well I think just get this weekend over and done with den we move on to caterer la pulak. And we shall see how it goes. True enough wat scoot and snooki says..In Shaa Allah Everything will fall into place.
Ameen.
