Sunday, December 16, 2012

Suck It UP!




Okay Gurls, Im publishing another blog post tonight basically is because I just need to get this trouble off my chest. It weighs a ton. And basically, I cant sleep and  not have to work for another few more weeks till term goes Ga-ga again.

Anyhoo, I know there are many brides to be that would want/ think they need to lose weight over a certain period before their nuptial. But my Problem is...I don't.

"Abeh kalau tak...apa hal kau nak complain lagik ah minah? Nak buat orang jealous per?"

Nope. Never my intention to make anyone jealous. In fact, sometimes I do feel I look worse than someone who might need a diet. Basically, I am a 1.6m in height. Some say its quite tall and okay for a girl but honestly Aku Ayam Katek compared to Beau who is like 1.76m OR more. Pfft!!!

And another thing is that I have small waist, thin legs, slender long bony fingers, nice petite arms. (And what the hell are you complaining bout Bitch?!!!)

Tapi my tummy is Bloated. (Feel like capping the words but ended up being a wuss and somehow still in denial)

Yup. I have a Bloated tummy. Sibeh-sibeh bloated tummy. I got offered seats on trains, buses anywhere with idiots who might think they are doing a favour a preggy woman. Sad kan. Now u get the jist of it all???

Aku pon tak tahu asal tummy aku ajer yang bloated whereas the rest of my body are considered petite and to think that I still shop for t-shirts at GAP, ZARA Kids departments. Cool kan?? But not cool when there are people who just think your preggy and give up their seat.

It is a nice idea if the train are fully pack and my feet are sore from all the shopping done. But other than that, It SUCKS BIG TIME. 

It makes me Sad. Pouts.

Well, one thing for sure I do know that the reason behind this is because I have a thick layer of tummy skin according to my personal masseuse and it happens to ladies who are in their mid-twenties usually and and also...Do take note of this ladies: If you are constantly wearing corset every day like I did and suddenly your tummy feels flat and nice and you just chuck your corset away...THIS WILL HAPPEN. Your tummy will just VOOM!!! Bloat up!!!

Cos i have been to doctors. Several in fact. And few common things are that needs to be change are my lifestyle and food intake. I have been eating lots and lots of starch.

Pebret aku?? Potato wedges. Aku suka kentang sebab tu badan pon jadi nasib macam kentang..atas kecik tengah besau!!! Musibot betol!!! Aaarrrghh!!! And apart from that I constantly suffer from having a great deal of amount of wind stocking up in my tummy. Papa calls me a burping doll. Just press and I burp.

Oh well. I hate IT. So currently I am back to wearing my corset for most of the days and hope that this tummy can be flat like it used to. One more year babes. It's scary.

And it is especially hurtful to your ego when someone keeps commenting and asking if your preggy or not. And to think some ill-considerate bastards laugh in your face because of it. And I do get that. It makes me so self-concious every time.

And I do hope those who make fun of me will eventually rot in Hell. Sadistic kan. Well, I do think they deserve to Rot and Trot in Hell.

Arrrrghhhh!!!!

Oh well...other than that, I sure do Hope & Pray that Me&Beau will be healthy and happy every single day. Everyday. Ameen.

Tooodlooos Everrrryyboody!!

Aku BARBIE.



Lagi siket terlupa nak ter-type R. Da nanti blog title sound jadi Aku Babie. Siak-ens. Hakk!!! Stupid Keyboard. Dalam banyak-banyak hari aku nak type blog, today the "R" knocks out on me.

Anyways back to the Story mory of Project Hitch kitorang, there are not many updates. There are still caterers that we are still trying to consider on. And I should say that is one of the Major headaches that I am suffering currently.

And Tentage. Not to mention the one with underlining like this below:

From Dishil.com ( Photos are for reference only)

Korang tahu tak berape???? 10K beb....10k...Itu 10k lebih puas hati aku simpan buat gi Haji ah!!!! Well, definitely of cos it also depends on the size the breadth width yada yada of the tentage. But I am talking like maybe 3quarter size of a basketball court. Tak patut. Tak Patut.
It could be less or more. But that is the price that you might have to pay.

Anyhoooo, speaking of which, I would not pay for that kind of amount for a tentage. I just find that it is not worth the money even with extra moola's i prolly got in the pocket. And furthermore, no offence ah but the tentage kind of looks creepy to me. It is super white and kau letak jer lampu blue fluorescent den voila! it looks like a bloody funeral to me. So nope!! Can't Do!!

And I am amaze with people who are willing to pay for that kind of price for a creepy tentage like this. I mean that is my opinion and I shall just shut up if you have a dying taste for it. 
Pun intended.

I mean WHY??? WHY?? people would ever spend that kind of amount. Kan lebih bernas (kan cikgu da sound kau!!!) kalau buat kat hotel...ni buat bawah blok..tent mcm bulan 7 besar-besar abeh mahal pulak tu...bukannyer aper...senang ke nak carik duit 10K tu? 

Ok ok...people might say its their wedding day and I should just shut up about it. But sorry ah..my blog...my rants...You Listen! Kapeesh??

You know why am I so mad at this?? I just find that somehow it is irritating to know that someone pay for something i find stupid. Yep I know it may not sound stupid to them but I Do Find It Stupid and I just find that it's not worth the money.

Bukan Duit kau Kan makchic?? Yerla tapi pon,....okok Aku Shut Up!!

Actually aku nak blog pasal baju nikah....tapi tak tahu macam maner boleh masuk bab topic casket tentage plak. Eeeee!! Chillzzz.......down my spine!

Okie...so I was thinking punya thinking of my baju nikah. Theme aku Barbie!! Sebab itulah aku. Plastic Ke. Drastic Ke. Suka hati aku laaaaa!!! Aku suka Barbie. To me she is my perfect icon. Always stays pretty. Aku sukaaa!!!

Well just because jiwa aku Barbie tak semestinya suma nak kena PINK!! Takkan aku nak jadi mcm air bandung sesat masa nikah kan?? What i am referring to is the details of the Barbie clothes that I saw. It was simple yet Classy. I want something round neck and not droopy. Embellishments of little pears or diamentes on the side. Mermaid cutting for the skirt part and a looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong train behind.

Ok this is so called my purrrrrr-fect collar/ neck area I wanted:
Scha in a Dress by Syaiful Baharim! Gorgeoussssss-ness!!!
(Picture are for reference only)


Lawa giler kaper dapat baju macam nieee!!!! Freakkkinnnn sweet!!! And it is so ME!! ME!! ME!! And being a Ribbons & Pockets Girl, I would LOVEEEEEEEEEEE to get my booty..I mean my body in this sweet sweet dress. And it's made of Prada Lace girls. Im melting. Drooolz......If I ever get this kind of baju.....ohhh!! the thoughts hypeventilates me!!! Im losing my breath!!

And for the veil:

Something White. Something Lace on the sides. Perfect.

Last the bottom part:

Taking note that I have a booty the size of a J Lo's. Over the years, people have interrogate me on how to achieve a bum like that and I could just say....Pray and you might get it. While others thinking that by smacking.pinching.slapping.groping my bottoms are a sure way of getting one. Sorry Babes but I salute you guys for trying.Hahhahah.



Perfecto. Although I would prefer a less fluffier bottom part. At least, mermaid cut was the best for me. I think...so bum bum aku tak nampak macam mak orang da beranak tujuh. Hahahahha. I guess this look will definitely make me look curvier and slender.

Ooooh...I cant wait to get my hands on the Prada laces. Basically, aku pon tak tahu mane nak beli. Arab st...hmmm...harga dorang sembelih tekak...KL...duit minyak.duit hotel. duit makan. gedebak gedebook pon sama jugak. Oh well, that is I guess my next project lorr.

All I know I must have a Ribbon somewhere on my side of the neck on that day.

Anyways Toodloos and Yoddles gurls. Hope the pictures get you guys startup on your moodboards too!!!


Tuesday, December 11, 2012

Plans With The Clans.......

It's almost 4am in the morning and IM STILL NOT ASLEEP YET. Oh Darn!!! I hardly slept through the night nowadays. Too many things running in my brain...not only that Im also acting like a freaking timebomb by the second.

Somebody says something and then....tick tock tick tock BOOM!!!!!! Aku Explode!!! Scary kan!! Aku pon tatut!! Sigh.......But I guess its just all part and parcel of planning the wedding. Mind you...its 1 YEAR...Uno Numero...Left. Means there are 12 months exactly. 365 Days. 

Hmmm...and im already behaving like crazy. Are all brides like that? Or is there like a category such as...

Bridezilla (Nobody can win over this bride...she tramples and snarls at you every moment)

or

Brideysaurus ( She is a little better than Bridezilla...She just shouts. No Trampling Done)

I think Im still a Brideysaurus mainly because I try to plan all things ALONE. Not that I do not want to include Beau in...but what does a guy know? U ask him Nice? Can? and the only words they manage to spring out "How Much?" Sooooo...i make it a point. If I ever want to do something, I shall do it Alone and PAY for it ALONE. Now Girls..you've got to be INDEPENDENT.

And tomorrow..which is actually today already, I am meeting with my preferred caterer and try to check out their full quotations and such. Papa is looking at inviting 2000pax...

All I can say is WA LAO EH!!! But if it only concerns his money...I say Kamsiah Hor!! Hahahha

Other than that...been checking out some designers to design my Nikah Outfit. From the likes of Syaiful Baharim...Hatta Dolmat and Mahi Zulfakar. Suma nak nama atas-atas eh ni budak...But I guess pretty clothes are just a part of my nature and I would make it a priority to have one that is truly awesome.

Other than that, looking forward to meet up with Zul Radi and plan our wedding theme plus all the clothes design. I guess if his designs for the nikah outfit is suitable to what I love...I would skip the designers then.

Other than that, got to meet up with Jentayu also. My mom is so keen on getting the white chivalry chairs...she said it is so Brit and royale...and I say she's got to pay if she wants it. Im fine with normal chairs. At least we agreed on how the tables are going to be positioned.

Then the next one is FAVOURS. Pening Aku. Mabok Aku. Aaaaarrgggh!!! I think Im just gonna do a customised stickers and paste it on some candies or small goods i can find. This is driving me nuts!!

Then the next one is HANTARAN GIFTS. Tu lagi pening. I thought of getting a nice clutch or something but Beau typical..Bigger is Better cos nanti kalau ada baby senang can change it baby bag. Sighhhh.........Havent even gone through the baby making part and my bags desire are already a sacrificial lamb. What is this????
Well...all i know is that I do not want to repeat the same old same old stuff that I got for my Engagement. Come to think of It......da macam hantaran kahwin. Tu la dulu aku tak percaya bila da tengok gambar and video balik baru ter-wake up jap.

I thought the main important things would be:

Al-Quran
Praying Set (Praying Mat/ Telekong)
Ring
Jewellery Set ( Earrings/ Necklace/ Bracelet)
Shoes
Clothes (Preferably a Hatta Dolmat....heee!!!)
Perfume Set

Yup...I guess that's about all there is then. I thought of wanting to make it a little simpler this time. And the same goes for my beau too.

Well...I guess that's about all the things that should be enough to wreck my brain for this few weeks and months.

Till then...Toodlooos!!

Wednesday, December 05, 2012

Nak Kpak Bing-bing macam tuuuuuu.....

Oh My GOODNESS!! How long has it been that I have not fully bitch.. I mean talk bout my latest happenings yet....like few months gitu...well basically...i FORGOT that i have a blog that I could actually bitch with.....cos most of the time i have been super busy berangan pasal wedding aku nyer march-in.....hahahha...

Well looking at me...people would never have guess that I am the sort of girl who could imagine or conjure up a love scene or even love the idea of LOVE or just a hopeless romantic. Maybe ego aku tinggi or maybe I am super good in disguising my thoughts and feelings cos almost always people say i am unpredictable and do not know whether i got anything up my sleeve.....so most of the time aku pakai sleeveless so nothing to hide....hahahha. 

LAME. 

But honestly..I do!! I do!! I do!! I love the idea of being in Love. I love to imagine how Beau would look at me on our Nikah Day...how his eyes will shine when he see me wearing my beauutiful nikah dwess..how he say WOW! She's pretty and nothing else matters in his heart....how I plan to have every single step of mine towards the dias be accompanied by the soothing love music. Macammmmmmm Bollywood drama ni pompuan. But I Do! think of all that from time to time...actually almost every single time...in fact beau is calling now but Citt!! org ngah layan berangan...he has to wait...heeheee...

I've always imagine I want to be the pweeetiest bride of all!!.. who doesnt girl?? hurhur...I even rehearse my facial expression on how to cry on that day...I would want to see my reflection first rather than not knowing lepas tu aku melalak..mak mentelor nampak pon angkat kain lari dokk....

But it was fun imagining...I did that for my engagement though...aku pikir nyer pikir kuat-kuat and so far everything that I wanted was carried out smoothly.

Well it's difficult I would say for people to imagine aku ni Sesungguhnya Berjiwa Barbie.
Other than just knowing I love all shades of pink and everything..people sees me as sort of independent.strong.stubborn.firm. and a no nonsense attittude. Tapi tu sume action jerrr...dalam hati kita tetap ada taman laa.

sigh...sorry laaa apa yang aku merepek panjang lebar ni. Where was I? Ahhhh....back to the topic...now currently the family will be meeting up hopefully this weekend for the parents to say yes!ok! we agree to do this date! Tu jerrr....padahal knowing me and beau da In Shaa Allah confirm pon..but Papa say just for formality sake because its part of adat and its not nice to confirm everything without having the Groom's parents to finalize it.

Ok ok. I get it. So now beau and I we are doing a SEPARATE event instead of Combined. Memang la jadi perang sabil sekejap the other day. Cos both are confused on how to separate our combined account. Nak split into 2...Cannot cannot....cos Sometimes I put more and sometimes he put more or less vice versa. So naik angin la hari tu aku Bedah...kat starbucks orchard pulak tu...to make matters worst sebelah table makcik2 quarters duduk makan cake...Alaaamakkkk!!! irritating ah dorang nyer kecoh..no offence but at that time macam aku nak cakap..Cik gi joo chiat ah relax karaoke ke aper...mak cik noisy ah..tapi takot pulak kena cocok ngan pin tudung dorang yg terjuntai-juntai shape mcm mini samurai.

Well...finally we had conclude that it might be for the best cos sedare dia banyak...sedare aku pon banyak...kan nanti buat combine...takot jadi cerita twilight. Cullens Vs Volturi la pulak....Takkan my Edward nak lawan sedara dia kan...or mayb he would...hmmmm den sape jadi Jacob ehhh???

EH!!!! Apa aku merepek?!! Sorry..sorryyy...byk distraction ah!! Back to the topic..i saw first hand the amount of sedare he has that attended the recent cousin wedding...boy ohh boyy!! I seriously suggest they keep to their own territory.

Well it's better...cos my side ada siket nyer happening!! yg nak karaoke nanti karaoke lucky most of them are blessed with good voices..pinggan aku tak pecah...and their side I would say not really into the sound of music..I wouldnt be shock to see a bunch keromchong gang at the venue. Mine is the Rock Kapak gang and no matter wat....Wa Peace sama lu to me too!!

Finally, now beau are concentrating on how to book his venues and the list of guests. Oh well I think just get this weekend over and done with den we move on to caterer la pulak. And we shall see how it goes. True enough wat scoot and snooki says..In Shaa Allah Everything will fall into place. 

Ameen.