Suck It UP!

Okay Gurls, Im publishing another blog post tonight basically is because I just need to get this trouble off my chest. It weighs a ton. And basically, I cant sleep and  not have to work for another few more weeks till term goes Ga-ga again.

Anyhoo, I know there are many brides to be that would want/ think they need to lose weight over a certain period before their nuptial. But my Problem is...I don't.

"Abeh kalau tak...apa hal kau nak complain lagik ah minah? Nak buat orang jealous per?"

Nope. Never my intention to make anyone jealous. In fact, sometimes I do feel I look worse than someone who might need a diet. Basically, I am a 1.6m in height. Some say its quite tall and okay for a girl but honestly Aku Ayam Katek compared to Beau who is like 1.76m OR more. Pfft!!!

And another thing is that I have small waist, thin legs, slender long bony fingers, nice petite arms. (And what the hell are you complaining bout Bitch?!!!)

Tapi my tummy is Bloated. (Feel like capping the words but ended up being a wuss and somehow still in denial)

Yup. I have a Bloated tummy. Sibeh-sibeh bloated tummy. I got offered seats on trains, buses anywhere with idiots who might think they are doing a favour a preggy woman. Sad kan. Now u get the jist of it all???

Aku pon tak tahu asal tummy aku ajer yang bloated whereas the rest of my body are considered petite and to think that I still shop for t-shirts at GAP, ZARA Kids departments. Cool kan?? But not cool when there are people who just think your preggy and give up their seat.

It is a nice idea if the train are fully pack and my feet are sore from all the shopping done. But other than that, It SUCKS BIG TIME. 

It makes me Sad. Pouts.

Well, one thing for sure I do know that the reason behind this is because I have a thick layer of tummy skin according to my personal masseuse and it happens to ladies who are in their mid-twenties usually and and also...Do take note of this ladies: If you are constantly wearing corset every day like I did and suddenly your tummy feels flat and nice and you just chuck your corset away...THIS WILL HAPPEN. Your tummy will just VOOM!!! Bloat up!!!

Cos i have been to doctors. Several in fact. And few common things are that needs to be change are my lifestyle and food intake. I have been eating lots and lots of starch.

Pebret aku?? Potato wedges. Aku suka kentang sebab tu badan pon jadi nasib macam kentang..atas kecik tengah besau!!! Musibot betol!!! Aaarrrghh!!! And apart from that I constantly suffer from having a great deal of amount of wind stocking up in my tummy. Papa calls me a burping doll. Just press and I burp.

Oh well. I hate IT. So currently I am back to wearing my corset for most of the days and hope that this tummy can be flat like it used to. One more year babes. It's scary.

And it is especially hurtful to your ego when someone keeps commenting and asking if your preggy or not. And to think some ill-considerate bastards laugh in your face because of it. And I do get that. It makes me so self-concious every time.

And I do hope those who make fun of me will eventually rot in Hell. Sadistic kan. Well, I do think they deserve to Rot and Trot in Hell.

Arrrrghhhh!!!!

Oh well...other than that, I sure do Hope & Pray that Me&Beau will be healthy and happy every single day. Everyday. Ameen.

Tooodlooos Everrrryyboody!!